Grinchin'

from bottom to top if you havent caught on...




I mean seriously, most people cant correctly praise/celebrate/worship their Christian God purposely, what makes you think the even have the capacity to praise a pagan God? Aint shit pagan goin on in the mainstream, aside from capitalism infused with materialism....and im completely fine with that

but anyways Merry Christmas and continue to be blessed through CHRIST into the new year

I give thee

Ive decided to come back to blogging
This blog and writing shit down helps me stay sane

so this christmas, i give myself my sanity back

=]



....for now

Myspace?

I.R.L.

In Real Life....
You cant help who youre attracted to
In the intangibles that spark intrest
There literally are not some set # of acceptable people out there
Its the intangibles that keep a relationship intersting
I mean everyone has freind(s) of the opposite sex, that are great, but not for them

Seriously, you cant MAKE attraction, you cant CREATE interest
its either there or its not
Black and white

and its that intangible interest that I want

The "Good Guy"

Facebook status of one of my friends

"I have decided to freeze my heart until a MAN worth thawing it for comes around. Chip away, gentleman."

-___-

If you want love, how is being cold gonna help?
If youre cold, this "good man" will try, to overcome this...at first
At the end of the day, he WILL get tired
Because youre gonna be used to being "cold" and all the efforts of the good guy will be "written off" and you wont take him seriously
If youre cold...how will you know who is worth youre time?
Will it be the guy who puts in crazy amount of work to Overcome your "cold heart"? or could you possible push away the good guy?
"Talking to" or pursuing a female shouldnt be an uphill battle
When this guy is pursuing you, he is pursuing what he thinks is a female is worth his time...he doesnt Love you, its Like
Like(feeling towards female) ≠ Efforts(possibly overcoming Cold Heart)

The Good Guy is a gentleman, not crazy

Cliche 91110

Single but never alone
...Thats the beauty of life

[EDIT: 9/12] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today

Today I made a young lady sad
Today I stepped up to the plate
I came to terms with my emotions
Despite the outcome, I was honest
Despite probably causing a rift between OUR friends
...I did it

Today I see what it feels like to be a man
and today is a day that I wish I was still a boy

Regardless of the outcome, I hope ive gained a friend