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*sigh*

to say i was depressed would be an OVERstatement
to say i was happy would be an overSTATEMENT


Im really quick to cut people out, and just THINK...
Being in my own world isnt what i need at the moment

...but at any rate i can deal

Life is dealing


FAWWWK why am I such a loner

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"...I'll be damned if I let anyone tell me about my life when theyre doing the same thing"

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#annoyed
#okBYE

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Knowledge

Knowledge is nothing that should be witheld
Facts are keys to life, they literally open doors
A man, human being for that matter should be worldly
Well versed in many things
The world is huge....KNOW SOMTHING ABOUT IT

gulity pleasure

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You only live ONCE

This past week has been the most amazing week of my life....I have the greatest friends. I have celebrated my 21st year of life for the past 3 days straight. 3 days of drunken-ness, FUN and FRIENDS!

Life lesson: True friends are the people that you dont NEED to talk to daily, but when you guys to get together its as if nothing has changed

This past week as really shown me alot, like how great the people around me are...

People thing very highly of me, and are really quick to make sure im enjoying myself. They really showed me a great time for my 21st birthday....

Sounds of Life

I find my eyes watery lately, and I find my mind wandering, Maybe
I have no clue where this is going, or what I should Be knowin'
With no set trigger, feels like I'm chasing an elusive "Idiya"
Holding something thats gone, is a backwards hustle, Perhaps
Kinda like the cutter who does his thing, to feel more alive
Its the Pain that Powers me, lets me know that there WAS...
Something to break

Via Kanye West

Today

As I sat here at work NOT working, just thinking about randomness, I realized that I'M A SENIOR!!!!!...my college experience is almost over! Just looking back at the past 3 years have been great honestly... Eventhough ive spent most of it complaining. Ive REALLY learned alot about myself, and that, you can't learn in a book. College is def more than classes and the degree, its about introspection and pushing yourself. Setting a goal and accomplishing it, proving to the work, that im capable of coping with all the BS you can throw at me.

Other than classes, ive learned to keep my friends CLOSE, and leave everyone else alone. I was never really THAT guy trying to be cool with everyone, but I just realized that through first hand experience that people are wack as hell if you really pay attention. For more reasons that one, ive come to the conclusion that Im not here to impress everyone else. I have my circle and i really do care what anyone else thinks. Most college interactions are fake, people who just want to up there facebook numbers and look cool in public by sayin "hold on let me go say hey to____". But thats life...people are characters...

I also learned that I am alot more capable that i imagined...just relfecting on those nights where i thought "fuck! how am I gonna get this done" or "dam this test will kill me"...well...im here...with basically 1 semester left and another of just cruising.
Life is not a straight line, life is not about an outcome, Life is truly about the journey...as cliche as that sounded, its so true. Life throws all kinds of twists and turns at you. had to change my major after not passing the same class..TWICE. It caused me to do some introspection and decide what I really wanted to do...and thatw as teach...I realized that a degree in business, was really just fulfilling my want for money, not my need to make a difference in the world. Im thankful for this conclusion.

Life is filled with choices, MANY MANY MANY choices, despite what the crowd is doing, I know what is Carrington, I know who I am, and I know who Im NOT...

College is def an experience that Im glad i got to exerience, as much as I hated it. And if i could do it again I would have gone FARTHER from home, but i suppose 8 hours is fine...

Florida State University Class of Spring 2011'

Fawwwwwk

Maybe I just surrounded myself with a rare breed of females before but as of late I keep hearing females complaing about "how hard it is to be a female". Maybe I been ignoring this all my life but dam shits annoying.

What I DONT wanna hear

1.)I understand you gotta go get a perm or whatever but shit why are you complaining? you can either be Sideshow Bob or go take care of your hair...simple. I dont care about your showercap shit or hair net or whatever you have to do to make your hair manageable in the morning...no sympathy points round hear. Some girls have natyrally great hair and some girls gotta use harmful acids to get their stuff tammed. Thats life...nodaysoffplease

2.) "theres so much pressure being a female...expectations an all" Hush...be you...females feed the cycle "being on point" and then again thats all up to you and how you want to carry YOURself. At the end of the day do what makes YOU happy. Stop looking at the next female and comparing yourself to her. You know men/guys/boys dont honestly care about alot of the shit females do and isnt that your ultimate goal?

3.) "Im a GOOD woman, can I just get a GOOD man". <-UGHHH. First of all since when is it cool to proclaim shit that youre SUPPOSED to be doing? I understand youre a "good" girl but shit arent you SUPPOSED to be?...you arent entitled to anything. And secondly if you truly were a "good" woman youd understand that a GOOD man will find you. There is nothing more attractive than a woman DOING whats shes supposed to be doing. Dont dum it down and dont be stuck up...know your worth and life will be great .

I may expound on one of these later but for now this is it..
OKbye =]