Thursday, March 31, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Complexity of me
As a person, I cant even explain who I am. Im more than my preppy attire, or a closet full of sneakers. Im more than a mind full of rap/Hip Hop lyrics. Above all....im more than my mistakes....believe it of not.
...but the one thing I am, is genuine.
I feel sorry for anyone who is ever faced with the question, " C*********n?....who is that?"
...I just am, honestly *shrug* and i think its better that way
...but the one thing I am, is genuine.
I feel sorry for anyone who is ever faced with the question, " C*********n?....who is that?"
...I just am, honestly *shrug* and i think its better that way
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
The Map
When X marks the spot, you except all weaknesses, faults, and short comings. When you see the beauty in imperfections you know youre in the right spot...
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Where'd you get that?
is it not laughable that the earth, which was given to Man for free is now being bought and sold. Am I alone in seeing the humor in one claiming land, air space, sea, as his own?
Ok you claim to own this plot of land...on what grounds is this your property? Who gave it to you?...oh you bought it from a real estate/ housing developer?...where did he get it from?...cool, ok he bought it from the government?...may I please ask where did the United States of America get this land in which we call Florida? ....wait, well let me stop you before you even answer.
History tells us that Florida was originally inhabited by Indians, the real native Americans....Some pretentious fraud of an explorer arrives and names a place that already has people living in it, who for sure named it something totally different from "Flowery land". I may have missed that class where it became okay to TAKE whats not yours. What kind of people does it take to SEE a culture, living, thriving, and for not reason other than shear difference, label them as inferior and insignificant?
I digress...the humor in this is so blatant. Since when did TAKING become means of acquisition? Are our primordial instincts that solid and ingrained in our genetic make up that we cannot fathom idea that more force does not equate to more rights? Maybe im retrospectively picking on my worldly ancestors, but then again, maybe they did know better. Commodification of arbitrary THINGS just seems odd to me....like what egg-head individual decided that it made sense in his mind to take the ground we walk on and claim it as his own. And what group of idiots went along with that. I wont even get on how crazy it is for one to claim lands that he doesnt need as necessary to existence as his own.
My train of thought leads me to the idea that the concept of value can only truely exist when property can be defined. Because after all, what value does anything have if it essentially can be used by anyone? Our sole purpose as humans must be to acquire. Are we really that dumb, to only see the importance of something once someone puts a limit on it? Land has no value when its community property, and neither does gold when its sitting in a mine. In a modern example, money has a lowered value when an individual currency is in high production.... Is it fear?...fear that if He has, and I dont....that i am now worse off? Is it a lack of individual thought, that says if He does it, then it is therefore okay for me also?
who the hell knows why people do what they do, but i'll be damned if theres no humor in someone claming whats naturally occurring, before they existed, and hopefully after they are gone and forgotten as their own....
Ok you claim to own this plot of land...on what grounds is this your property? Who gave it to you?...oh you bought it from a real estate/ housing developer?...where did he get it from?...cool, ok he bought it from the government?...may I please ask where did the United States of America get this land in which we call Florida? ....wait, well let me stop you before you even answer.
History tells us that Florida was originally inhabited by Indians, the real native Americans....Some pretentious fraud of an explorer arrives and names a place that already has people living in it, who for sure named it something totally different from "Flowery land". I may have missed that class where it became okay to TAKE whats not yours. What kind of people does it take to SEE a culture, living, thriving, and for not reason other than shear difference, label them as inferior and insignificant?
I digress...the humor in this is so blatant. Since when did TAKING become means of acquisition? Are our primordial instincts that solid and ingrained in our genetic make up that we cannot fathom idea that more force does not equate to more rights? Maybe im retrospectively picking on my worldly ancestors, but then again, maybe they did know better. Commodification of arbitrary THINGS just seems odd to me....like what egg-head individual decided that it made sense in his mind to take the ground we walk on and claim it as his own. And what group of idiots went along with that. I wont even get on how crazy it is for one to claim lands that he doesnt need as necessary to existence as his own.
My train of thought leads me to the idea that the concept of value can only truely exist when property can be defined. Because after all, what value does anything have if it essentially can be used by anyone? Our sole purpose as humans must be to acquire. Are we really that dumb, to only see the importance of something once someone puts a limit on it? Land has no value when its community property, and neither does gold when its sitting in a mine. In a modern example, money has a lowered value when an individual currency is in high production.... Is it fear?...fear that if He has, and I dont....that i am now worse off? Is it a lack of individual thought, that says if He does it, then it is therefore okay for me also?
who the hell knows why people do what they do, but i'll be damned if theres no humor in someone claming whats naturally occurring, before they existed, and hopefully after they are gone and forgotten as their own....
Bad Advice
" What you wont do, another person will"
...on the surface this quote essentially gets at the fact that people have options. True..options are great. But in the context of a relationship, ones actions should not be dictated by the available options of their significant other. Sadly this is often advice given for women who arent open minded in the bed room and guys who dont...well you know reciprocate. Aside from the uninteresting references that deserve no more than a passing "LOL" i believe this is one of the worse pieces of advice one can give.
...i mean "cool story bro" you got options, im pretty sure we all do....but YOURE here, dealing with this situation..... so your options are obviously less attractive in your mind.
In addition, ones actions should never be influenced by the fear of someone leaving. If someone wants to leave, please let them. Id rather you care about me for who I AM, not because i'm the logical option. As much as I would like to call myself the best option, there will always be someone better, slicker, funnier, more good looking, with better sex etc.
I swear if my girl ever told me "what you wont do, someone else will" I'd tell her to GTFO...
...on the surface this quote essentially gets at the fact that people have options. True..options are great. But in the context of a relationship, ones actions should not be dictated by the available options of their significant other. Sadly this is often advice given for women who arent open minded in the bed room and guys who dont...well you know reciprocate. Aside from the uninteresting references that deserve no more than a passing "LOL" i believe this is one of the worse pieces of advice one can give.
...i mean "cool story bro" you got options, im pretty sure we all do....but YOURE here, dealing with this situation..... so your options are obviously less attractive in your mind.
In addition, ones actions should never be influenced by the fear of someone leaving. If someone wants to leave, please let them. Id rather you care about me for who I AM, not because i'm the logical option. As much as I would like to call myself the best option, there will always be someone better, slicker, funnier, more good looking, with better sex etc.
I swear if my girl ever told me "what you wont do, someone else will" I'd tell her to GTFO...
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Push for Anarchy
I propose, that the minute, second, instance, laws were enacted is the same minute, second, instance, that man stopped living...
Carnivore
One farmer says to me, "You cannot live on vegetable food solely, for it furnishes nothing to make bones with"; and so he religiously devotes a part of his day to supplying his system with the raw material of bones; walking all the while he talks behind his oxen, which, with vegetable-made bones, jerk him and his lumbering plow along in spite of every obstacle.
Ignorance for growth
How can he remember well his ignorance- which his growth requires- who has so often to use his knowledge?
How can one be expected to progress if he doesnt know where he ought to be progressing towards? In a circle of friends where YOU are the smartest, you as a person will not grow. Living a routine, machine-like existence, one forgets his TRUE place in the world. Its easy to get caught up in the fast paced goings on. Allot time for introspection....always make time for leisure, and never let go of your individuality...
How can one be expected to progress if he doesnt know where he ought to be progressing towards? In a circle of friends where YOU are the smartest, you as a person will not grow. Living a routine, machine-like existence, one forgets his TRUE place in the world. Its easy to get caught up in the fast paced goings on. Allot time for introspection....always make time for leisure, and never let go of your individuality...
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Words I never said
i wanted a future
I loved this little face that she would make when she was confused
I know she didnt know that I loved her just the way she is...
I never told her that i would never be ashamed to have her name tied to mine or vice versa
It didnt matter, short hair or long...and even with her nerdy glasses on that she was still amazing...
The fact that i love how opinionated and dam stubborn she is....she will never know
I will never get to tell her that, if her parents disapprove of me, that I would always be respectful to them... because any 2 individuals who could produce a woman so extraordinary atleast deserve me being cordial
Its just some shit thats been on my mind, foreal, the fact that there is so much that id love to say to her
....it just sucks when you know she wouldnt even want to hear it
I loved this little face that she would make when she was confused
I know she didnt know that I loved her just the way she is...
I never told her that i would never be ashamed to have her name tied to mine or vice versa
It didnt matter, short hair or long...and even with her nerdy glasses on that she was still amazing...
The fact that i love how opinionated and dam stubborn she is....she will never know
I will never get to tell her that, if her parents disapprove of me, that I would always be respectful to them... because any 2 individuals who could produce a woman so extraordinary atleast deserve me being cordial
Its just some shit thats been on my mind, foreal, the fact that there is so much that id love to say to her
....it just sucks when you know she wouldnt even want to hear it
I dont even know...
I dont even now where my life is headed
i dont even know what im doing
ive made my mistakes..and ive over analyzed the situation
Ive partially become what I didnt want to become
im THAT guy in my mind that the 2009 me didnt want to become
aside from school the past year of my life has been horrible
Ive lost the only girl who I genuinely loved
I broke someone elses heart
made life altering mistakes due to MY OWN lack of good judgement
im depressed AF (at the moment)...
the sad part is that i honestly dont care, about too much....
I blame myself for the this turn in life, but whatever, its behind me
people ask me "are you ok?" " how are you?"...and i lie, I know they dont want to hear it
Too often people come to me for happiness and advice, and at the moment Its a struggle
I rarely talk my family because i cant even really face them, i know they are disappointed in me....
*sigh*
....
i dunno
it is, in fact what it is...
and the lamest part about all of this is that this is the most honest ive been with myself in a while
i dont even know what im doing
ive made my mistakes..and ive over analyzed the situation
Ive partially become what I didnt want to become
im THAT guy in my mind that the 2009 me didnt want to become
aside from school the past year of my life has been horrible
Ive lost the only girl who I genuinely loved
I broke someone elses heart
made life altering mistakes due to MY OWN lack of good judgement
im depressed AF (at the moment)...
the sad part is that i honestly dont care, about too much....
I blame myself for the this turn in life, but whatever, its behind me
people ask me "are you ok?" " how are you?"...and i lie, I know they dont want to hear it
Too often people come to me for happiness and advice, and at the moment Its a struggle
I rarely talk my family because i cant even really face them, i know they are disappointed in me....
*sigh*
....
i dunno
it is, in fact what it is...
and the lamest part about all of this is that this is the most honest ive been with myself in a while
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