raise your hand if youve ever seriously contemplated suicide
and i dont mean an "FML" moment...i mean the real deal
the internal struggle of "well if I do it now, whats the best way?"...the back and forth or "if I do it now would I care if people called me weak?"...or my favorite "if i was to do it now do I really think God will save my soul?"...in my mind repeating "My father, if it is possible, my this cup pass" until i realize ive literally had the same thought for 30 minutes....
...oh no one *looks around*
me either
*walks away*
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