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...Im just not one for the spotlight. Its the eve of my graduation and I really dont care. My homie graduates...umm NOW actually(limited tickets) and im BEYOND HYPED for her...but me...not so much....i dunno

I threw together this lil dinner that im currently getting dressed for and even this was more than I wanted. My Fam is currently en route, thats cool, but ehhh i dunno...maybe it just hasnt hit me yet...

....or maybe the uncertainty of the next few months is overshadowing this moment in life...

either way...im content, I hate when people say "arent you happy?...you made it!!"
...i mean yea....but there was never a time where that was up for debate...sure i messed up a few times, but doesnt everyone.


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12:34am

Lowkey I feel like today is just missing the special someone... Looking back on the females that have been in my life. My ex is supposed to be here.... As lame as it sounds... I still love her... Despite how things ended

...on a brighter note... My parents actually met my friends at dinner and we had a great time.... It's officially Saturday I graduate in 10 hours!!!